face

I can be anyone. One you want to see.
I can read it in your eyes, on your face, see in your gestures.
I feel your wish of this performance with costumes and masks.
You're my mirror, and you're my only watcher
But there is spark of anxiety that always glimmers at the bottom of your eyes
It's so small - you don't even suspect its existance
But it is there.

My acting technique is flawless. There is no falsity in my performance.
But...
You feel this secret.
One I hide from you.
I conceal from the whole world.
But particularly I keep it from you
I don't care about the world and this secret would die with me kept unrevealed
Maybe I'll make a mistake
Someday
Saomehow
I'm still human and can make a mistake.
If it happens you will know.
I can't imagine consequences.
I'm affraid of it.
It's the only thing that causes my fear, but not even fear, it's something more than just fear, something I can't describe with words.
Same time I wonder what would I see in your eyes, if you would get to know that.... I don't have face.